My Dream Might Be Crushed...

I know I know, I am updating my blog a million times today (3). I'm sorry, but I just haven't had time to sit down at a computer and post. But I recently went to the dr. and he told me that I might not be able to bungee jump. I got really upset and said that I was going to do it anyway. I've been wanting to do this since elementary school and refuse to give up this dream. I've been having pretty bad back pain lately and he is scared that I will make things worse. I left in a grumble, and said that I would ask my physical therapist about it, although I know what his answer will be already. I know that it would be better if I didn't....and I know it would be dumb of me to go after I was told not to....But it's just so hard for me to give it up. I'll have to give it some thought before I make a final decision. But as of right now it's still on for March 24th....maybe.